Dear momma

Little did I know, that it takes a lot of blood and tears for a mother to raise a child. I know that now your love for me has always been unconditional. Since you provided me shelter in your womb and brought me to this world in spite of all the pain you suffered. You loved me then and now.

Early childhood

You gave me the best of you. The world seemed so big and scary to go out, though it was your warm hug and smiley face gave me the assurance that everything was just alright. All those sleepless nights and hospital visits. I ask myself some times will I be able to pay your debt upon me.

There was just one hero in my life, and it was you. The courage you carry to be my mother and my father

Adolescence

Even though it was the time in my life which separated us, in a way we probably can not go back. Forgive me as I have been so judgmental of your decisions. I know that I was selfish, did not have the maturity I have now. I can see now how I let you down, caused you pain, made you doubt yourself.

Me in my late twenties

How silly and stupid of me, I could not feel your love. Here I am telling how much I love and admire you. You have some flaws as I do too, being mother is a very hard job, that you did very well and kindly. Forgive me, for I have been an egoistic child, did not know any better. Therefor I forgive my self too.

Even if I could, I would not change a thing. I am grateful for your unconditional love for me.